the fall.

i haven't known what to write about as of late. so much has happened and yet nothing has changed.

one thing. i wrote this:

i don't want to fall.
i keep falling, but at least i pick myself up.
that shows strength.

but to fall, pick yourself up, turn around and trip over the same bump in the road again and again... that shows insanity.

it's insane to take the same road over and over again when yo should finally take a different route.
a detour.
to not fall.
to fall less, at least.

i shall explain more later. but i realized a dilemma of mine. i've known of this insanity for a while now. i just haven't known how to correct it or at least, cope correctly.

too be continued.
-k